Sometimes it's so hard to hear what God wants to say when your heart is bruised and battered. When any number of answers make sense. When, pretty much all of them lead to a little more hurt.
Someday I hope I can openly chronicle all that is happening in my life right now. That I can do it in victory. Right now I know it would hurt the heart of mt Abba to do it so I'll just hold my own hurts and figure out how he wants me to release them.
I can only ask for your prayers that I would see clearly where He is taking me.