I wish I had words to even begin to describe the events, emotions, revelations, and life that I have lived in these last several months.

I have so missed sharing myself and my thoughts with this blog.

Zoe, baby number 5, is finally asleep in her bassinet, the big kids are at church, and my sweet hubby is sleeping after a very long day. Me? I'm just enjoying the few minutes of peace.

Zoe has been so much of a blessing, even as the most challenging baby I have ever had. She is making her mark on our little family. Each of the children is more in love with her each day. Even Jack, the "baby" before her, has loved her from the moment he saw her.

I'm sort of struggling to figure out what each next step is for me, not in a "what next" sort of way, but in a "how does this fit" way. I'm trying to fit this new family dynamic and new personal dynamic into the lives we have been living. It's difficult and frustrating, but, when I can step back from them a bit, incredibly exciting.

I hope to be able to find more time to get back here as I work it all out.